La La Lame!

Quoting song lyrics is pretty lame. I promised myself I'd never do that on a blog post. I really should be able to find better ways of saying things all on my own.

But when a song that I've never heard before comes on the radio, on the drive over to the crash site, exactly one year after my world fell apart....I make an exception. It's not a coincidence, and I love him for it.

Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry

You don't know how lovely you are

I had to find you, tell you I need you

Tell you I've set you apart

Tell me your secrets and ask me your questions

Oh, let's go back to the start

Running in circles, coming up tails

Heads on a science apart

Nobody said it was easy

It's such a shame for us to part

Nobody said it was easy

No one ever said it would be this hard

Oh, take me back to the start

I was just guessing at numbers and figures

Pulling the puzzles apart

Questions of science, science and progress

Do not speak as loud as my heart

But tell me you love me, come back and haunt me

Oh and I run to the start

Running in circles, chasing our tails

Coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy

Oh, it's such a shame for us to part

Nobody said it was easy

No one ever said it would be so hard

I'm going back to the start

Favorite life lesson this year: There is no such thing as closure when you love someone. The relationship continues on, and in the sweetest ways.

I love Ben.

(Note: I know the song isn't new or anything. Maybe I've heard it before, but I haven't listened.)