A widower friend sent me an email recently. He lost his wife just weeks before we lost Ben. He gave me a small inclination of what hitting the 6 month mark will be like.
I didn't want him to be right, but I have found myself feeling overwhelmed with the emotion that it brings.
I dread what the next 2 months hold in store.
There are milestones that I am finding more difficult than I could have ever anticipated. Memories from the last 7 years are surfacing and replaying over and over; mostly good.
Yet all are painful.
April & May are such important months to us, and it will be nearly unbearable to go through it all without him. I tear up at the thought.
Here is a glimpse of what lays ahead...
My Love, you are so deeply missed...
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