Life has taught us that love does not consist in gazing at each other, but in looking outward together in the same direction.
Antoine de Saint
An eternal perspective is amongst the few things that brings me peace. Yet at times it seems impossible to keep this mindset, when I have to also focus on here and now.
In a sense, I envy Ben.
He is able to see things so much more clearly than I can.
While I don't have his perfect knowledge of things, I am grateful for the perspective these recent events have given me. Aspects of my life now make perfect sense; whereas before there was room for doubt. I feel continually enlightened in small ways on a daily basis.
The love Ben and I have will never fade or diminish.
We are eternally linked.
For now, there is so much room for growth in this mess. It's not what I've wanted, but I will find the good. I will take what I've learned, and build upon it.
And when all is said and done, I will look back at the tapestry of my life.
I will see the perfect picture.
I will understand, perfectly.
Antoine de Saint
An eternal perspective is amongst the few things that brings me peace. Yet at times it seems impossible to keep this mindset, when I have to also focus on here and now.
In a sense, I envy Ben.
He is able to see things so much more clearly than I can.
While I don't have his perfect knowledge of things, I am grateful for the perspective these recent events have given me. Aspects of my life now make perfect sense; whereas before there was room for doubt. I feel continually enlightened in small ways on a daily basis.
The love Ben and I have will never fade or diminish.
We are eternally linked.
For now, there is so much room for growth in this mess. It's not what I've wanted, but I will find the good. I will take what I've learned, and build upon it.
And when all is said and done, I will look back at the tapestry of my life.
I will see the perfect picture.
I will understand, perfectly.
2 comments:
Ginny, what a beautiful posting. Your daughters are two very lucky girls. Someday they will turn to you and ask why this had to happen, and you will be able to help them and bring them comfort. You are a strong person to look at this tragedy and find the good in it. i feel lucky to know you and have your character as an example. you will never be alone, spiritually or physically. i know Ben is proud of you and even though you don't see things as clearly, you do know how important his job is where he's at. you're a perfect eternal companion for him. hugs to you and your girls.
Ginny, always so eloquent and strong! Thank you for sharing your perspectives although at times maybe they aren't always that easy. They have truly strengthened me and allowed me to have a more eternal perspective as well, although I know I can't understand in the way you do. Thank you. You are so wise. I can't even imagine how much more in love with you Ben is by watching your strength. Your love won't ever diminish as you said. You bring me to tears each time I read. Not only from the sadness but the astonishment and the spirit you share with your readers.
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