I hate crying. I hate puffy eyes and stuffy noses. And when there's real grief, I hate that no cry ever makes me feel better.
I do love to be busy. School has been perfect for me.
I adore people who make me laugh. Like these two little amazing people who think so highly of me.
I love not thinking too far ahead. I avoid thinking of my girls' future at all costs.
But when someone asks me questions, with genuine concern, and really wants to know the answers, I lose composure.
Q. How am I with missing Ben?
A. One hot mess who forgot to wear waterproof mascara.
Q. What is my biggest regret?
A. Being such an idealist. Life isn't meant to be perfect. I am not expected to be perfect.
Q. What is my biggest worry?
A. (After clearing the snot and waterworks...) I try to stay in the present moment. I can't control the future. My biggest worry is not for me.
I do love to be busy. School has been perfect for me.
I adore people who make me laugh. Like these two little amazing people who think so highly of me.
I love not thinking too far ahead. I avoid thinking of my girls' future at all costs.
But when someone asks me questions, with genuine concern, and really wants to know the answers, I lose composure.
Q. How am I with missing Ben?
A. One hot mess who forgot to wear waterproof mascara.
Q. What is my biggest regret?
A. Being such an idealist. Life isn't meant to be perfect. I am not expected to be perfect.
Q. What is my biggest worry?
A. (After clearing the snot and waterworks...) I try to stay in the present moment. I can't control the future. My biggest worry is not for me.
1 comment:
I know I have said it before, however, it is worth saying again...I really admire you! I look forward to reading your blog and the optimism it provides!
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